One of my favourite bible verses is Jeremiah 29:11

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

To know that it is and to accept that it is are two very different things.
For the first, one can be hypocritical.
Once the second is achieved, one becomes more liberated.

I have just finished my long-overdue last letter.

I only hope that it's worth all the mental disorder.
And I shall keep reminding myself of the above verse.

Now, I have to make an exam paper that is due tomorrow afternoon.
And plan my last week of classes.