Saturday, January 10, 2009

Ignorance, acceptance

Sometimes I wish I was, is, and always will be,
the most ignorant idiot in the world
Then I might be an absolutely happy fool
Then there's no need to mangle myself

But then, that's not human
Half ignorant, half aware
I learn, I realize, I grow
A little bit at a time

It creates mood waves
Love the peaks
Hate the dips

It makes life more interesting eh?
More miserable moments
More funky moments

Then, I give up
the steering wheel,
the burdens,
the judgments,
the thinking,
the everything to God,
the God who created me for His purpose.

Then it feels simpler, calmer and better
Then it all makes sense

And then there's joy.

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Attempt to write some retarded poetry in the blog #1

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